Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in sweetly_broken's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
8:12 pm	Fabulous Man WOW, It has been a while since I updated my journal. The best thing ever has walked into my life, Jon, now that I am saying that... He will prolly break it off with me. He is fabulous to me. He even took care of me this past weekend when I was drunk off my ass and got all sad and could not walk. I know what you are think... he is mine bitches and I will take someone out to keep him ;) ... I think that is about it for the stuff that has happened... I would like to apologize for being a bad friend and not keeping you guys updated... I will try to start updating at least once a week! Current Mood: bored Current Music: "Helena"- My Chemical Romance (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 31st, 2005
10:55 pm	Hazzardous Entry! Warning: Reading This Can Cause You To Know Info That Could Possilbly Be Hazzardous To Your Health. Ok, So a few weeks ago my friend(my first), Heath, introdeced me to his new boyfriend. Right off we kinda clicked and became fast friends. After hanging out a few more times the conversation about a threesome(aka dicks going everywhere) came up. I was not too sure about it, but proceeded along with the iniquitous plan anyway. After about 30 someodd minutes of kissing and minimal amounts of sucking, the "threesome" was over... some of you may ask why I put "threesome" into quotations, well I put the quotations there because I was receiveing much more attention than Heath. Jon and I continued to talk more and more. One night we had a 6 hour phone conversation. The repeated hanging out and communication lead to Jon and I sleeping together. Less than a week later we were hanging out much more and he had decided it was time to end his realationship with Heath. Since the realationship terminated, Jon and myself have been together much more and I am even going to stay with him this weekend at his apartment in Huntsville. One slight glitch, I had to lie to my mom and I was able to persuade another mother into helping me, but I am not sure how well this is going to all go over. Oh yeah one other glitch... Jon has a problem with commitment which I think that we will be able to overcome. He says I am everything that he wants in a guy, but that he have to take it slow because he can not handle to jump into another realationship and have yet another clingy asshole (aka HEATH) in his life....ooo here is the background on Heath, He and Jon have been dating approxamently a month and Heath has already began to tell him that he loves him and other such immature things to say at such a premature stage in a realationship.... THANK GOD I AM NOT CLINGY... like I was saying he has that little problem, but considering that all is going well now I am hoping that in this realationship I will not get screwed(Mine and Jeff's realationship). P.S. I think that I really need to work on my writting skills. Once upon a time I was a much more creative and accomplished writer. P.S.S. Some one (Blake) needs to help me with my lay out etc. Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: "Goin Crazy"- Natalie (Comment on this)
Monday, March 14th, 2005
9:37 pm	Pure Ectasy Your plush, red lips make contact with mine and slowly you begin to work your tounge into my mouth. This continues for a moment; then you tenderly brush your hand all the way down my body and slowly pull of my shirt. I feel the softness of your hand caressing my stomach and I feel compeled to remove your shirt. There we are both shirtless in what seems like a never ending moment of bliss. Who knows what is to come. We remove each others pants and underwear and we both sit there in our nakedness looking into one anothers eyes. The feeling that I recieve from your eyes is forever burned into my memory. Our lips entagle again and you push me gently onto my back you lie on top of me and I feel every part of your anatomy. The body heat and movements of you and I rolling around on the bed is pure ectasy. I feel asleep there naked, my arms wraped around you ever so perfectly. This night could go down as the most memorable night of my life. The next morning we both awaken and it is like we can not get enough of each others eyes. When I realized that I must leave it was like someone was pushing on my heart. The last moments with you before I left are not exactly what I want, but surely enough to hold me over to the next frozen moment in time. Current Mood: horny Current Music: "I Miss You, I Love You" foreverDown (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 10th, 2005
11:25 pm	In Vain? I sit here and wait by the computer holding the phone. Is this all in vain? I can not read you signs and it seems as if the ones you are putting out all lead to the longest road. I do not mind the long road, but I would like to take a much shorter one. I call, no answer, I text, hard to determine if i get an answer. You do not pay enough attention to me and I am far from an attention hog. I would just enjoy the equality of you showing me what I show you. So now I sit her second guessing everything and racking my brains all in the name of is this all VAIN? Omg did i just type that I think it would be the worst thing I have ever written, but it was came to my head so i typed it tell me what you think Current Mood: drained Current Music: silence (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 27th, 2005
5:55 pm	Crushes: Confusion or Heartbreak or The Best Realationship Ever? I got to talk to you today for a minute and I think it was the best time of the day, all my stressed seemed to leave my body for a split second. I just get so nervous that you are not attracted to me or I am not your type or there is something wrong with me, and I know that it is way to quick to even ask where we are going or how you feel about me. The last thing that I want to is freak you out or make you uncomfortable b/c I want you to be completely ready if that is what you want... I dunno sometimes I think the crushes and realationships are created to make your life harder and make you think more about what you want. Current Mood: confused Current Music: "Believe Me Natalie"- The Killers (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 26th, 2005
8:53 pm	Connections Confuse Me! Have you ever had an instant connection with someone and you are not quite sure why? Well the person I connected with has put my emotions into overtime. I do not know what to do or think. I just sit here and miss him constantly it is actually kinda odd. I wish I was still there in his arms in his bed just cuddling and watching a movie. I think the time I spent Friday night/ Saturday morning was possibly the most content that i have ever felt. I do not think that anyone has ever done this to me ... made me feel felible and my emotions so unprotected it is as if my heart is just lying on my chest endanger of anything that he could throw, but somewhere in my mind and heart I know that he will not crush me ... and if it is not going to work out that he will inform me as soon as he comes to the conclusion that it is not going to work. I trust him more than life and I have not even known him that long! Who knows maybe it will all work out in good favor! Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: "Mr. Brightside"-The Killers (1 Comment |Comment on this)